Thursday, December 1, 2011

IT IS ALMOST FINISHED'

I know that I am late today for all my readers, spectators, criticizers whatever and whoever you are I am sorry. If you are offended at any point please stop reading, but real talk is what God called me too. Too many people are going to church on Sunday and occasional mid-week service and still leaving broken, hurt and destitute. That is not what God wants, He wants us broken so that He can make us new. You are not to get broke and stay there. I can't and I won't and I am sorry if my being for real offends you. Well know that's a lie, I do ask God to give me a bit more compassion. But since I mention no names other than my own if you are feeling convicted then say ouch.

It is almost finished this was given to me three different times yesterday. Yesterday I was so tired of MY situation that I felt if one more thing happened I would loose my mind. My car ran hot just where God wanted it to is what I figured out later. He didn't want one you that I commune with daily, that I email daily, facebook or twitter to say this He wanted it to be no mistaking this message was from Him. As I stood with the hood of the car raised crying wondering if there was enough money to even buy the coolant for the car, the young man assisting me, looked me in my face and said ma'am it's going to be alright. It's almost finished now. I don't care what it looks like or how it feels it's almost finished if you can just hold on, it's almost finished. I know His words were to comfort me and they did, but they made me cry even more. When my son arrived he said mama what's wrong I said I'm so tired he said I know, I love you and that gave me just a little more umph to make it through the day.

You see God is so great and so wise, He knew the enemy had a trap set for me, but every night when I pray and every morning I ask God to go ahead of me and dispatch angels where ever my feet may have to trod. He does that too. Today I got several words and didn't feel compelled or led to expound on any of them because what kept playing in my head  and heart was it is almost finished.  In the words of my great pastor if you will take a trip with me.  Right now we are walking with Jesus and we are approaching Palm Sunday, but before we get there we have to make a trip to the Garden. We get to the Garden and Jesus has 12 men walking with Him but He takes three with Him and says watch while I pray. He comes back to find them asleep. He is not happy about this. He is already there to petition God to take away this bitter cup. So He says can you not watch but one hour? Do you know that sometimes we have so many people around us when we only need two or three and don't get discourage when they don't always have what you need. So Jesus goes back to pray and comes out again. This time He is betrayed. He knew already He would be, just like whether we admit it or not we know everyone we allow to wear the title friend is not worthy every one that we let in our lives doesn't belong and won't stay.

Jesus' heart is heavy He has to die for our sin sick souls and so many of us are still denying that He is who He is. Some of us still are content in living in the mess we are in and every time we willing walk in the mess we are putting Him back on that cross.

I got a call today and I was told girl I thought you were writing about me you keep writing it out, because God is using you. I cried because all I want to do is help one person. If my mess can minister to and help just one then none of it was or is in vain. Yesterday the enemy knew I was getting tired so he thought he had an open door. Oh yes he almost won. I am so glad for people who love me, who aren't in my face everyday saying it, who aren't calling playing concerned, but for the ones that are praying. The ones who are reading this to be blessed not see what done happened now. Thank God for them. You see Jesus endured all the way to the cross, it pains me every time I see it depicted but I am thankful that He loved me that much. Even when He let them and yes He let them hang Him on the cross He could have at any moment did what I wanted to do and throw in the towel but never would the words It Is Finished have been uttered. Never would I know what it is to be forgiven, never would I get to experience His glory.

I am so glad that yesterday God sent JekalynShon Garner Cole is good and I am stronger thank you for lifting me closer to the Father. You see vengeance is His. I just have to walk up right and worthy and He will do what He said He would do. God is allowing me to witness miracles just because I asked. So nothing or no one will be given the power to take that from me. You will not take the place of my God.

I truly do love you all with the love of God and I pray that your best days are before you. I pray for you  too that you are on a journey where your end is near and you are about to walk in uninterrupted favor. God gave me that too last night. That He was about to pour out His favor on those who are called by and answer to His name. Don't you worry about a soul knowing your name, don't concern yourself with a title. He wants to get the glory out my story and yours because all over this world people are about to see a move of God why because It is almost finished.

I am Blessed to Be a Blessing,
Shon Garner Cole

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