I WIN

I WIN
by Shon Garner Cole on Thursday, January 5, 2012 at 11:04pm
I was broken but nobody knew,
I was wounded but I hid that too,
Who would look at me and want a part of this Christian Life.
So many times I aske God why, why me
So many time He said why not you, and if not not now when
You see He knew my next question was why now at the peak of my life
He said it's easy to be praise me when things are pefect in your world,
But now that things are upside down, your hair won't hold the perfect curl
Do you still tell people how great I am?
Yes Jesus I do, they know that it's none of me and all of you.
Do you know how many I called and they wouldn't answer,
No Jesus but what has that to do with me?
You are obedient, you may not like it, but you are obedient.
God I know many who share these quallities
Yes but they don't have your family.
Jesus, I want to be healed, I don't want to be broken, I want a heart that's healed
one that has truly forgived, a heart that looks past all the hurt,
One that looks past all the dirt. Jesus I am so tired, I can't even pray.
All I can do is cry a tear and look up to you.
Do you understand, that I fill like I'm at my wits end?
You have a plan, I'm just about to give birth, I am at my breakthrough.
How long Jesus, How long?
Keep the faith, don't give up on me now, people are watching, and they are not watching your story, they are watching to see God's Glory.
The towel is not yours, you can't throw it in.
You have to hold on we are almost at the end.
Jesus please let me say it's finished.
Well I already said it you will get to say satan again you lost and I a child of the king,
once was lost, but now I am found, was blind, but now I see, it looked liked I was
defeated, But satan, I must inform you that I am your biggest threat and
I WIN.