Yes Jesus Loves Me

I am not sure where the sudden emotions came from. But they are here and every time I have mood swing or shed a tear, I am reminded that He loves me. I am so glad He loves me enough to send comfort that quickly. Friday, I was on my way home and I was singing loud I'm Still Holding On, and then I came home to prepare for a weekend away with my girls. Well, that night, I caught what I still refer to as a herd of Charlie Horses, there is no way that kind of pain came from a cramp. My sister friend called me or did I call her, I think she called me to check on me. We talked about my post and the cramp, then she said you can't drive like that, I said I need to get away. Saturday morning, I woke up and I prayed, ask God's blessings on a few folk but mainly those who meant it for my bad but I knew God would have the last word and yes they were genuine prayers of blessings. You see the word says touch not my anointed. I drifted off to sleep my eyes flew open because I had a trip to take and my daddy was coming by before I left, to my surprise my leg was hurting so bad, it hurt to walk on it. I was still going because I had talked to my girl and said yes, I'm coming, but in the back of my mind I kept asking myself is that smart? Then my spirit chimed in, and then I called my voice of reason my baby boy. Yes Jesus Loves me He gave me kids that are so in tuned with me, at that time my sleeping angel came tumbling out her room saying we don't need to go, and I cried a river. She says, I was excited because I wanted you to finally do something for you, with one of your friends, you are always taking me and my friends somewhere. I cried.

This morning, a very dear old friend text me out the blue we are close I send my friends text all the time but I rarely get text unless they are prayer request or jokes, so to get one this morning when I was sitting at my desk telling myself why I needed to sit at that desk and work and not come home ball up in bed and cry was another reminder that Jesus Loves Me, Yes He does.

Too hours later be packing my desk and bag for the end of the day and tell God what I needed and said now you take care of it, and then get an email from my sister entitled Help Is on the way, that email literally and physically shook me. To be sitting here now, trying to stay focus and study, and to pick up the phone for the second text from Teddy that said God has all my tears, and get the fb post that I got, about not giving up, again I thought, Yes Jesus Loves Me. To read the motivational thought from Pastor Marvin Sapp, again my heart sang Yes Jesus Loves Me.

Sitting here watching Bishop Jakes and to hear Tamela Mann say that God told her to tell the women to step aside, and let Him do it, let God be God, again physically my body Shook. So, real fast my mind hit rewind and I thought about Friday, how I was happy to be going to see one of my besties, but I was bitter-sweet because I would be missing church and boot camp. Now I know, God knew I needed to be there the solo before the sermon was I'm Still Holding On, Pastor told me I was in the role of my life and I have been saying that for months now, then he dropped this on me, just trust God, He wrote the end before He wrote the beginning. Whoa, right there God said I said stand, all I want you to do is Stand not give an inch. Stand and I will do the rest. SO, I had to stop and share with you, who ever you are who is reading this, who feels like I feel, like what more can I take, know this He has it, just stand. He loves you, just like He loves me, Yes Jesus Loves Me, for He keeps telling me so.

Blessed to Be A Blessing,
Shon Garner Cole